i'm at a crossroad right now, and its scary, because no matter what direction i choose to move forward in, my heart is going to hurt. and i'm really scared. i thought i had everything figured out, then i got a nice little sucker punch to the gut, and i haven't been able to catch my breath. i've been trying, but i just keep falling, and the pain is too heavy to allow me to draw in any air.
and i'm really scared of what finally drawing a breath will mean. i would give anything to change things back. letting go and accepting this change will be the hardest thing i've ever done.
but i'm going to pick up the pieces and try to move on as best i can. because i owe that to myself.
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